I wonder about the stars. I wonder how people can manage to write such amazing things: plays, radio scripts, TV shows, movies, music, everything. I wonder about other people and I wonder about what’s going to happen to me in the future.
I worry about practically everything. A complete list would have items like: I worry about my future, and the future of the planet. I worry about the future a lot, but I also worry about moths in the night and whether or not I’ll be able to drive my friends to go shopping without getting in an accident.
I get energy from being alone, mainly. I like reading and watching good movies and drinking Earl Grey tea with three spoonfuls of sugar. I get my energy by concentrating on the details of a weekend project, and sometimes even by writing.
But seeing overlap between these things is a rather difficult thing to do. Things I wonder about are things that I have never done or experienced. Things I worry about I generally like to put out of my mind for the short-term, as they’re not really a nice thing to think about all the time. And things I get energy from is just a whole different category entirely.
To build an unknown thing out of these lists is kind of difficult, at least for me. Probably for other people too. Before I work on anything, it’s really helpful for me to know what’s going on, what I’m supposed to be accomplishing with something I’m spending a lot of time on and what the general goal of it is.
So maybe it’s good for me to branch out a little, I don’t know. I just really have a hard time following something that doesn’t have an end result.
This project we’re building— what is it? Is this supposed to be something we pursue at our internships eventually? Is it even a thing we’re actually going to do? I just really, really desperately need details.
But I guess for now I’ll just go with the flow and trust the process.
I worry about practically everything. A complete list would have items like: I worry about my future, and the future of the planet. I worry about the future a lot, but I also worry about moths in the night and whether or not I’ll be able to drive my friends to go shopping without getting in an accident.
I get energy from being alone, mainly. I like reading and watching good movies and drinking Earl Grey tea with three spoonfuls of sugar. I get my energy by concentrating on the details of a weekend project, and sometimes even by writing.
But seeing overlap between these things is a rather difficult thing to do. Things I wonder about are things that I have never done or experienced. Things I worry about I generally like to put out of my mind for the short-term, as they’re not really a nice thing to think about all the time. And things I get energy from is just a whole different category entirely.
To build an unknown thing out of these lists is kind of difficult, at least for me. Probably for other people too. Before I work on anything, it’s really helpful for me to know what’s going on, what I’m supposed to be accomplishing with something I’m spending a lot of time on and what the general goal of it is.
So maybe it’s good for me to branch out a little, I don’t know. I just really have a hard time following something that doesn’t have an end result.
This project we’re building— what is it? Is this supposed to be something we pursue at our internships eventually? Is it even a thing we’re actually going to do? I just really, really desperately need details.
But I guess for now I’ll just go with the flow and trust the process.